How do you do it?

That is the most commonly asked question in my life right now. Even our doctors have asked me this. How do I make it through the day? Some days I have no idea why or how I made it. There are some days that I can not even tell you if or what I have eaten that day. Mt.Dew runs through my veins. But really how do I make it?

Its really simple. I exist. Things like showering, exercising, cleaning, those things get done in a hurry and are few and far between.

More than that... I have found that now I look at life in a different way. Or try to... some days no amount of prozac could help me.

This morning.. Ross managed to climb onto the counter and get INTO the sink, turn the water on and go swimming. At one time this would have bent me out of shape... now I am just excited that I don't have to do bathtime today!

At one time it would have driven me crazy if the kids went foraging for their own food... now I am just thankful that they actually ATE this morning.

Everything that could be bad or irritating - if you look at it hard enough there is something (sometimes very small) that is good in it.. That is how I make it everyday... I spend lots of energy looking for the good!